F and M

I went to see F at the weekend. It was friendly enough. I went to her church. I think we both have mixed feelings and now she says she will not come in February but will phone me. I think I can understand that. I also felt like pulling out, but did not as I could see some positive signs as well and one must take time to think things through slowly and carefully. I do that, and I think she has learned to do that.

Also I am standing up to M. She really needs taken in hand about the foolish things she is doing. I understand why she does them, but in the long run it will do her harm. I have prepared a very long email for her and I hope she pays attention to every detail as it comes from knowing God and a lot of life experience. God is not a Genie to grant us our wishes. I think she treats him that way. She needs to learn discipline and obedience